Honestly, I love a fresh start, clean slate, the opportunity to start over - I just love it. I love moving - yes I enjoy carrying my bags and books from one place to another to reside in a new environment - I always have. I was the kid who loved hearing our parents say "We're moving again" because it meant a fresh start, an opportunity to be better and not repeat mistakes I've made. So yes, I love a fresh start - kinda like New Years
Being a graduate gives you a type of freedom that is both exhilarating and alarming. I am genuinely grateful to be done with my first two years at FIT (it was a whole other struggle), and im especially grateful that I have a year of work before I go back for my bachelors, but I haven't landed a job yet because I don't have my OPT card yet which is needed for International students to work for a year after pursuing a degree ( still working on my life at FIT post guys - soon come). So I find myself on some days just being plain old LAZY and other days I'm filled with so much passion to work hard on designs and get out there, you know, do something.
I decided to see this as a fresh start for me. It's an opportunity to use the time I have to be better and not repeat mistakes I've made (*cough* procrastinating *cough*).